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Chapter 3
Copyright
© 2013 by Raine Koh
“Writing is a very
lonely profession,” she said. Is that why she accepted me so
easily? I tried to understand why she allowed me in her house. How
could anyone be so naïve? What if I was a murderer or a rapist? Maybe
it didn't matter who I pretended to be. She just needed some company
that will stop her from going mad. Although I still doubted her sanity.
The next time I saw
Project 13 awake was two nights later.
I usually have three
different roles I play whenever I am on a project – the
struggling artist, the cancer patient or the illegitimate son of a
magnate. There was even a time when I combined all three roles into one. Apparently there is something sexy about art, sickness and
money.
I had my first
project when I was sixteen, turning seventeen. I had spent a year in
the orphanage until the Boss came to take me in. Project 1 was what
the Koreans call a “study mama”. She was in her forties and had
accompanied her children, sans the father, to Singapore for their
education's sake. I made friends with her son who was two years
younger than me and offered to give him free English tuition. I
played the perfect student, the type mothers love. Project 1 had a
kind heart and deep pockets. Her husband and kids were never able to
give her the affection she craved. I was soon coming to her house
even when her son wasn't around.
Three months later,
she noticed that I was looking thinner and more sickly than ever before (I was on the banana diet). When she asked how
I was, I broke down into tears and told her that I had contacted a
rare form of cancer. Treatment was only possible in the United States and
if I didn't go for it I only had a month to live. She cried more than
me that day.
The following day,
Project 1 handed me a cheque for $20 000 (half of which went to the
Boss) and I disappeared from her life since then. Two weeks later,
she received a letter, sent from America. I made sure I forged the
overseas postage stamp to a tee. I guess my artistic talent has its
uses.
Dear
Mrs Kim,
I will
never forget the kindness you have shown me in my last days.
You
are a beautiful angel and my love for you will never fade.
Those
memories we shared are forever precious to me.
I am
sorry I could not say goodbye in person,
but I
will watch over you in heaven.
Goodbye
and thank you.
Ethan
And that
was how my first project ended. I heard that she was so devastated
that she packed up the whole family and flew back to Seoul. Well,
life was never a bed of roses and most women like it when there are
thorns.
None of
my projects were as weird as Project 13 though. I had to think of a
way to stop her from sleeping so much. The more she sleeps, the less
time I have in trying to convince her to give me the money.
“You
don't go out much, do you?” I asked Project 13 on one of the rare
nights she was awake.
“Not
really, except for this one place,” she said, her eyes fixed on the
laptop.
“Where?”
She
turned to look at me and said, “Come, I'll show you. Remember to
bring a slice of bread.”
That
place happened to be by the mango tree, where her bunny was buried.
She placed the piece of bread on the ground and said, “My bunny
loved chewing on bread. Before that, he always chewed on paper till he
discovered bread. It was probably a more delicious version of paper
for him.”
“How
did your bunny die?” I asked.
“He
started becoming very skinny and couldn't eat anything. He even had
diarrhea and started pooping everywhere in the house. I really
regretted scolding him then because I didn't know how sick he was.
When I brought him to the vet, they said he had a liver problem and
they would try to pump some fluids in him. He died that night at the
pet hospital.” Tears started to well up in her eyes. “What I
really regretted was not letting him die at home. His final moments
were spent in a cold cage, alone in the hospital. I should have let him die in my
arms instead...” She couldn't continue her story because big fat
tears were streaming down her cheeks. I reached out and held her
tight. She was still sobbing uncontrollably and my shirt was wet from
her tears.
“It's okay, your
bunny never blamed you for all that. He was just happy that you
existed in his life,” I said, patting her head. “He loved you so
much that nothing you did could ever make him hate you.”
“You think so?”
she asked, looking at me with watery eyes.
“Yeah, isn't that
why he still appears in your dreams?”
She used her hands
to wipe away her tears away and she calmed down. “Maybe that is why
he sent you here as well,” she mumbled to herself.
“What did you
say?” I asked.
“Let's go back to
the house. I feel better now.”
“Alright, let's
go.” I said. I suddenly looked over my shoulder. I had been having
this weird feeling that someone was watching us. But there was no one
there. I could not shake off that feeling, even when I was at
Project 13's doorstep. “You go in first, I'll join you later,” I
said as she entered her house.
I turned around to
see someone in the hallway. I recognised that figure instantly. It
was Daniel, a fellow conman. Otherwise known as Daniel, the Devilish
Dancer. I approached him and asked, “What are you doing here?”
He didn't answer me
but just smiled. “Come on,” I said, grabbing his wrist and I pulled
him down the stairs. I did not want him anywhere near Project 13.
Daniel, the Devilish
Dancer earned that title ever since he conned an heiress of $100,000
after one dance with her. Rumour has it, no one had ever
danced with him without parting with their money. He fits that
stereotype of being tall, dark and handsome. The exact opposite of
me. I always thought I was more on the cute side. Anyway if you
recalled one of the roles I took on, about being the illegitimate son
of a magnate, Daniel was the real deal. His father owns a chain of
hotels in Asia. He doesn't need the money. He was just doing this to
out of boredom.
I brought him safely
downstairs. “Daniel, what are you doing here?” Daniel
was wearing a white fitted shirt and plaid pants. His dark brown hair
was brushed back and held in place with a little gel.
“I was in Paris
for a business trip. Did you miss me?” he asked, putting his arm
around me.
“No way!” I
cried, shrugging him off. “Why were you spying on us?”
“She's
interesting, isn't she? You must be really good to
convince her to let you stay over at her house.”
“You're interested
in the money too?” I asked, alarmed.
“Actually I am
interested in her. Ethan, you were always so focused on money. You
should try to have some fun,” he replied with a smirk. His smile
really irritated me because it showed off his two dimples.
“Only the rich can
say that,” I said, crossing my arms.
“Whatever the
case, you'll soon have competition. So be careful,” he said. He
then blew me a kiss before skipping off.
That's another
nutcase, I thought, sighing to myself. But then, you never know, two
nutcases may be able to communicate with each other. Should I be
worried? I wondered as I made my way back to Project 13's house. I
was basically staying with her now as I didn't want to miss any of
her precious waking moments. I figured that was what a good pet does
anyway. Pets pretty much wait for their mistress to wake up, just to
spend time together. Although sometimes, after cleaning up the house
and spending hundreds of dollars on groceries, I wondered who was the
pet and who was the owner.
When I returned to the house,
Project 13 was just staring at her laptop screen, not typing
anything. “Are you alright?” I asked.
“I was just
thinking, if I am able to finish my novel in time.”
“You have a
deadline?” I asked, surprised. I didn't think that someone who
slept the days away would have a deadline.
“Well, this
publisher is accepting manuscripts and the deadline is next month.”
I sat down next to
her on the floor. “So how much have you written?”
“I think I need
ten more chapters. I have already written five.”
“I see,” I said,
glancing at the laptop screen.
“Do you think, if
I didn't sleep as much, I would be able to write more?” she asked.
“Not that I am one
to say, but normal humans sleep six to eight hours a day.”
“But I am not
normal though,” she said. I burst out laughing at her comment. “No
you are definitely special.”
“Bunny, how do you
not sleep?” she asked, looking at me seriously.
“For me...” I
thought about it, “Well, you told me that you sleep a lot because
of good dreams. I don't sleep because of bad ones and I also tend to
sleepwalk.”
“So sleep is a bad
experience for you?”
“For the past few
years, it has been,” I said. “Maybe, another way to do this is if
I show you how wonderful being awake is.”
Project 13's face
brightened at my words. “Maybe it'll work. I didn't sleep as much
when my bunny was awake!” she said.
I smiled at her but
inside I was worried. The truth was, I didn't find being awake
particularly wonderful either.
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